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yeah, this is gonna be really short but i'm about ready to shoot myself down here. i miss everybody so much, even though i only ever really hung out with like three or four people back home that weren't gone for 90% of the year... oh well... julia got a letter sent... any body else that wants mail from me should send me their address on here or just send a letter addressed to ryan hansen 505 s. rawlings carbondale IL 62901 hopefully i'll be back home for thanksgiving, you can spread that word as needed... i don't know what kind of assurance to give to anybody, so we'll all just have to hope, now won't we? well, i hope all is well for everyone else, and that maybe somebody cares. i'm out of a job since i quit gilster's, and need to get my shit together... i don't know... i just don't know.... tomorrow is jim's 21st birthday so we're gonna get all plastered and go to the strip club... sounds like a good time. only because i'm that desparate for female contact. am i really that much of a loser?