going.... goooiinnnggg...... ggggggoooooooiiiiinnnnnngggggg........
well, i'm getting up to leave for carbondale in three and one half hours... no cigarettes the whole way down and back because we'll be with dennis's mom... from what i hear she is crazy. we should only be out there for most of the day. damn, i need a smoke now, just thinking of it... i'll be down there looking for a job and checking out John A. Logan College or whatever the official name is for that place... but yeah, i gotta talk to a counselor about financial aid and classes and shit like that... i'm keeping myself open to the idea of taking financial aid money that i have to pay back for just this year and then catching the right time for the free money next year. and if i get more financial aid than i need, then i can live for free for a month or two or something, hopefully. gotta save the rest of my checks except for important stuff till i move. and i have to go to bed like right now. so.... g'night.