i think i'm alone now
well, steve just left.... he's still in mo-town, but i won't be seeing him again till may... so i have five months of transition... sobriety for some time.. i know that i don't want to stay sober forever, because lets face it, that's just not as fun... and such is life... i should definitely stop smoking today.... and start looking for a job on monday... i also figured out that i have like 70 bucks in my savings account.. huzzah! that means that i'm not as much of a broke bitch as i figured i was... so i can at least take care of my car somewhat... hopefully a tire won't be too much..
car necessities:
1] tire
2] anti-freeze
3] insurance
ryan necessities:
1]job
2]cigarettes
3]money (see item 1)
4]insurance
5]somewhere to live, that isn't here
you need your car to get to work, and work to pay for your car... strange circle of life isn't it? so i guess i should be able to take care of all that shit by the time steve gets back, right? it's amazing how fast these few years since high school are whizzing by... its kinda scary, actually... days just fade into weeks so easily when you don't pay attention to them.. anybody know where i could find a half way decent job, possibly clearing items 1,3,&4 from that list? with time, all else should fall into place...
ugh... hungry... that's enough for this analytical issue of "days of our lives- the ryan hansen saga"
car necessities:
1] tire
2] anti-freeze
3] insurance
ryan necessities:
1]job
2]cigarettes
3]money (see item 1)
4]insurance
5]somewhere to live, that isn't here
you need your car to get to work, and work to pay for your car... strange circle of life isn't it? so i guess i should be able to take care of all that shit by the time steve gets back, right? it's amazing how fast these few years since high school are whizzing by... its kinda scary, actually... days just fade into weeks so easily when you don't pay attention to them.. anybody know where i could find a half way decent job, possibly clearing items 1,3,&4 from that list? with time, all else should fall into place...
ugh... hungry... that's enough for this analytical issue of "days of our lives- the ryan hansen saga"