[For Alex]

[poetic_apostle]

Continued from here.

Only too eager to begin kissing again, Alex matched his moan, pulling him closer and... well, still not knowing what to do next. But he was sure he could improvise.It wasn't as if there was a set script one should follow in a situation such as this. Especially not in Julian's mind. He was much more interested in just letting

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[alex_kerner]

Alex gasped a little at that. Now there wasn't even the convient excuse of swimming. They were naked inside a house and by a bed. Things could only go one way really. And he honestly didn't mind. All he wanted to do was keep kissing, and he did so quite enthusiastically.

[poetic_apostle]

Oh, but Julian wanted more than kissing. He didn't know quite how much more, but the 'more' was undeniable. He held Alex close as he sank onto the bed, pulling the other down with him, atop him, his mouth never leaving Alex's.

[alex_kerner]

Alex may not have known what to do, but his body seemed to be on a completely different plan of attack. His hips were moving slightly on their own and his hands remained twined in Julian's hair. All he was honestly concentrating on doing was kissing.

[poetic_apostle]

"God," Julian groaned into the kiss, arching up to meet the movement of Alex's hips as he let his mouth stray away from Alex's, kissing along his jaw, to his neck, feeling pleasantly dizzy in a way he'd missed.

[alex_kerner]

Alex just felt dizzy. He couldn't really even tell if it was pleasant or not. He just knew that he didn't want any of it to stop anytime soon. And then he found himself wishing that there were breasts involved somewhere. Then he just gave up and went back to trying to get Julian to kiss him on the mouth again. He wouldn't be able to say anything incredibly stupid that way.

[poetic_apostle]

Julian was all too willing to oblige, kissing Alex deep and hungry as he rocked up against him rhythmically, moaning softly into his mouth.

[alex_kerner]

After a moment, Alex pulled back, blinking down at Julian and trying to figure out what to do next. "Uhh...."

[poetic_apostle]

Julian smiled, trying to pull him down for another kiss. "Something the matter?" he asked breathlessly, twining one of his legs round Alex's.

[alex_kerner]

"Uhh..." He blinked again and licked his lips nervously. "Uhh... I am not certain what to do." Shit. This wasn't going well anymore. He knew he shouldn't have spoken.

[poetic_apostle]

Julian chuckled, not unkindly, and kissed him again slow and soft before running his fingers through Alex's hair and murmuring, "Anything you like. You don't have to do anything more than this." And with that he kissed him once again, pulling himself closer.

[alex_kerner]

Well, Alex decided he could live with that. Kissing wasn't that bad. It wasn't terribly gay either. Which was always a good thing. I was just kissing... naked... in a bed. Yeah. Totally not gay.

Who was he trying to kid anyway?

[poetic_apostle]

Julian had no problem with kissing naked in a bed. Or of doing more than that, for that matter. The only thing he didn't want to do at the moment was stop to think about anything. It was probably unwise to have that attitude, but god, was it so terrible to just want to be with someone? It'd been weeks, over a month, even. And he really did like Alex, more than he'd realised even.

A frightening amount more.

[alex_kerner]

Alex kept kissing, trying to not focus on anything else and mostly suceeding. He absently ran a hand down Julian's chest, not drugged this time, but still enjoying the way it felt.

[poetic_apostle]

Julian took pity on Alex after a few minutes, rolling them so that their positions were reversed, taking charge at last since Alex didn't seem to really want to. His hips shifted against Alex rhythmically, pressing down against him firmly as he broke the kiss for a moment, groaning breathlessly. God yes.

[alex_kerner]

The move left Alex breathless, and he blinked up at Julian for a moment when the kiss ended, before smiling up at him a little.

[poetic_apostle]

Julian returned the smile and kissed him lightly, then whispered against his lips, "I want you." He flashed another smile at Alex before moving his mouth to Alex's neck, grinding down against him again. "God, I want you..." he murmured against his skin, getting lost in the feeling of their bodies moving against each other.