A Few Poems.
And I write this poem for you,
Every letter in every word screams to be read,
Tempting to the eyes, but yet you do not see,
The time it took to write this down,
All the love & devotion into each phrase,
Every pause meant to be heard,
And every sentence that falls into play,
It seems these words mean nothing to you,
But splotches placed on a sheet of paper.
Today I fell hard
I hit rock bottom
It hurt me
And tore my heart out
Because I found
That you never loved me
And never will
Today I knew
I had to leave
I needed to go
And turn my head
Away.
Today I found a lie
In everything I knew
I was stuneed by every word
Every touch you gave to me
It hurt me
And I will slowly
Bleed.
And all of these thoughts
Swarm through my head
Each one more depressing than the last
But through all of this
I'm still here
The bullet is loaded
The gun is cocked
But the trigger isn't touched
The bottle is broken on the floor
And so am I
I could survive this all
If I had some hope
Caught up with all this confusion
If I could see the light
Within all this emptiness
Then maybe I'll make it through
From pulling the trigger
And killing these thoughts.
Do You Like Them?
xx .[Courtney Mae].