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So the latest news in my life is that I have no life at all. I went to the docs last Wed and have been on bed rest since because I was unknown to me "in labor", meaning I was having very mild contractions that I couldn't even begin to feel. So I am now stuck in my godforsaken house bored out of my mind. Thankfully this past weekend was the holiday so there were people at my house to at least keep me occupied so I wasn't driven completely insane by the solitude. I am not one to just lie around all day so I am almost to the point that I am going to go walking around the block a few hundred times until I go into labor.
My mom is still all up in arms about the babies middle names because they are Jay's name but I don't really give a crap. They aren't her kids and I'm already trying to make her happy by not giving them his last name. Well really I wouldn't do that right now because of my thoughts with him and his amazing ability to be able to not call me and to lie to my face. He told his mom to tell me he loves me, ha, what is he not capable of writing to me and telling me himself or is it that he's just to damn lazy to make any effort to have to get my address. Oh well, it doesn't really matter because he will do what he wants and I am completely powerless to change anything. As long as I am 500 miles away from him he will be the same person he has always been- a lazy, useless male!
My friends have been so good through all of this and I can't even begin to thank them. Even if you don't count the baby shower, which was so great of them to do, they have still been there for me so much. aureacherub is the most amazing person ever, EVER! (hehe) She's driven roughly 16 hours and dealt with way too many hours of her mother so that she could be here for me and she is SOOOO awesome.
Not much else has been happening around here. I'm just waiting for the day when I can see my feet standing up and can get back on a horse because THAT is absolutely killing me. So until D-Day feel free to call or come over cause I have nothing but time.