A day with Andy, Paul, Billy and Kate...
This was probably one of the craziest nights I’ve had in a while. I don’t even know where to begin; or how to put it in words.
Looking back on all the events I jut keep thinking how if it all happened a year ago it would all mean so much more. It would all make a bigger impact on me and I would feel so much more dirty, regretful, guilty, and loved.
But all I can feel is my stomach telling me to run to the bathroom. And the numbness of everything.
Tonight, was filled with Love, Jealousy, Lust, Honesty, Dishonesty, Revenge, Confessions…yeah the list goes on.
I wish I were a lesbian.
Looking back on all the events I jut keep thinking how if it all happened a year ago it would all mean so much more. It would all make a bigger impact on me and I would feel so much more dirty, regretful, guilty, and loved.
But all I can feel is my stomach telling me to run to the bathroom. And the numbness of everything.
Tonight, was filled with Love, Jealousy, Lust, Honesty, Dishonesty, Revenge, Confessions…yeah the list goes on.
I wish I were a lesbian.