Update and info
Well... My Aniversary was a lot of fun. Being married to wintermoon3 has been the best thing I have ever done. Really. Granted I have been in other relationships that were really powerful, but it seems as if they were just to get me to where I am today. From what I can tell, soldiergrrrl feels the same way. I have no idea about jadestorm or any of the others, but my guess is that they have happily moved on as well. And for that I am glad.
Personally, I am so in love with wintermoon3 that I can barely see straight. All my other relationships have prepared me for this one and without them I am not sure I would have been able to love her as much as I do or even be able to accept that love. I know I have been a bit of a bastard in my life but I feel transformed since I have been in a relationship with her. Our handfasting is one of the best moments of my life and she is still the most beautiful woman in my eyes. Sorry for getting a bit sappy. I just love her.
Oh... weird thing... I found Alison, my first real love. The sad thing is all of my other relationships started as a way to recapture the magic of that relationship. What can I say, I'm an idiot. The thing is the woman I knew is pretty well gone. She is a supporter of Sarah Palin and Glenn Beck. This is not to mention the fact that she is a Republican. It also looks like she just might be one of those Teabaggers as well. Kind of scares me really. I was going to send her something to reconnect, but after I discovered this stuff I decided that I didn't need to seek out suffering, I have plenty right here, right now on my own. But I have to admit I am shocked.
The changes that soldiergrrrl has gone through don't shake me as much as this. Granted she did change her faith from Pagan to Eastern Orthodox, which was a surprise, but it seems to fit her. She is happy and fulfilled, but in many ways still the amazing woman I had loved. I can't really speak to any of the others except maybe dapkagelek , who is doing really well. Such a major change is kind of understandable knowing what she has done and piecing together some other facts from the few clues I have managed to dig up on the net. I am happy for her but a touch afraid to open that can of worms.
So, here is hoping that my life and love life continues to be good. Now if the VA would just get off their ass and give me my damn CPAP machine. So it goes.
Personally, I am so in love with wintermoon3 that I can barely see straight. All my other relationships have prepared me for this one and without them I am not sure I would have been able to love her as much as I do or even be able to accept that love. I know I have been a bit of a bastard in my life but I feel transformed since I have been in a relationship with her. Our handfasting is one of the best moments of my life and she is still the most beautiful woman in my eyes. Sorry for getting a bit sappy. I just love her.
Oh... weird thing... I found Alison, my first real love. The sad thing is all of my other relationships started as a way to recapture the magic of that relationship. What can I say, I'm an idiot. The thing is the woman I knew is pretty well gone. She is a supporter of Sarah Palin and Glenn Beck. This is not to mention the fact that she is a Republican. It also looks like she just might be one of those Teabaggers as well. Kind of scares me really. I was going to send her something to reconnect, but after I discovered this stuff I decided that I didn't need to seek out suffering, I have plenty right here, right now on my own. But I have to admit I am shocked.
The changes that soldiergrrrl has gone through don't shake me as much as this. Granted she did change her faith from Pagan to Eastern Orthodox, which was a surprise, but it seems to fit her. She is happy and fulfilled, but in many ways still the amazing woman I had loved. I can't really speak to any of the others except maybe dapkagelek , who is doing really well. Such a major change is kind of understandable knowing what she has done and piecing together some other facts from the few clues I have managed to dig up on the net. I am happy for her but a touch afraid to open that can of worms.
So, here is hoping that my life and love life continues to be good. Now if the VA would just get off their ass and give me my damn CPAP machine. So it goes.