Update...
So the work and sleep cycle is getting a bit irritating. It's really all I seem to do. I have plans to do some painting finally and other stuff but I am either too tired or hurt or some other crazy thing.
The Sleep Study apparently showed that I really don't have Apnea as I didn't stop breathing once. So...now someone has to try and figure out what all this means. And knowing the VA, I won't hear about it until I make a fuss. So that has been no help.
I am noticing that my wrist is getting quite a bit worse lately. When it starts to hurt the pain is greater than usual, so loads of drugs needed to take care of it. I don't like that. Last night I worked the last 2.5 hours of my shift drugged, in my wrist brace and in the sling. So...YAY...
The new idea I have in terms of spiritual practice is moving. It is slowly taking form in my head and I have no idea when it will actually take something that resembles a shape. When it does that then maybe I can do something useful with it. Maybe.
But other than this...life has just been pretty normal. Sorry.
The Sleep Study apparently showed that I really don't have Apnea as I didn't stop breathing once. So...now someone has to try and figure out what all this means. And knowing the VA, I won't hear about it until I make a fuss. So that has been no help.
I am noticing that my wrist is getting quite a bit worse lately. When it starts to hurt the pain is greater than usual, so loads of drugs needed to take care of it. I don't like that. Last night I worked the last 2.5 hours of my shift drugged, in my wrist brace and in the sling. So...YAY...
The new idea I have in terms of spiritual practice is moving. It is slowly taking form in my head and I have no idea when it will actually take something that resembles a shape. When it does that then maybe I can do something useful with it. Maybe.
But other than this...life has just been pretty normal. Sorry.