and now I can finally finish that essay now that the shit is over
So had a huuuuge talk with Chris last night. Should have been writing my paper but whatever. It was good to have that talk we cleared a lot of things up, mainly I got a lot of little gripes and worries off my chest. I realized that none of this probably would have had to happen if we weren't forced apart so soon, though I've got to say I really like the fact that we can deal with such big things even though we are a million miles away. It gives me hope that when/if we get together in the future that there will be no problems we can't solve, because we have solved huge problems, while so far away, even after not dating for all that long. Gives me hope that there is something more to us that is resilient enough to weather distance and time, and allow us to pick it up later.
It is weird though being with a guy who doesn't know himself all that well. I hope he finds some answers as to why he works the way that he does, and why sometimes it's hard for him to talk when he's not writing something. I want him to know himself, because i want to know him. But I'm willing to wait as long as that takes.
It is weird though being with a guy who doesn't know himself all that well. I hope he finds some answers as to why he works the way that he does, and why sometimes it's hard for him to talk when he's not writing something. I want him to know himself, because i want to know him. But I'm willing to wait as long as that takes.