Nov 19, 2005 23:48
WillowWand88 [11:28 PM]: i need to talk to you about something...cause i've got to go soon and i need to ask it.
FreddyFwls [11:29 PM]: ok
WillowWand88 [11:29 PM]: doesn't it seem like we're only friends
FreddyFwls [11:29 PM]: imdon't know
FreddyFwls [11:29 PM]: i don't*
WillowWand88 [11:29 PM]: i think it does...
FreddyFwls [11:30 PM]: that seems sad
WillowWand88 [11:30 PM]: yeah
FreddyFwls [11:31 PM]: what should be done?
WillowWand88 [11:31 PM]: i don't know...if we were friends maybe things wouldn't seem too terribly awkward...if that made sense at all...
FreddyFwls [11:31 PM]: yeah...
WillowWand88 [11:32 PM]: then should we be friends
FreddyFwls [11:33 PM]: do you want that?
WillowWand88 [11:33 PM]: i don't know.
FreddyFwls [11:34 PM]: i don't know what to say
WillowWand88 [11:34 PM]: so you have no oppinion
FreddyFwls [11:36 PM]: well... i do, but i think that's a decision i can't make by myself
WillowWand88 [11:36 PM]: what is your oppinion on it all...
FreddyFwls [11:37 PM]: i don't really want to be just friends
FreddyFwls [11:37 PM]: but i don't know what should be changed
WillowWand88 [11:38 PM]: nothing can really change it seems.
FreddyFwls [11:39 PM]: there has to be something
WillowWand88 [11:39 PM]: i'm not sure...
FreddyFwls [11:40 PM]: what is your opinion?
WillowWand88 [11:41 PM]: i think that i could be more open if we were friends...i despise how that works though...cause it really doesn't make sense if you think about it...but i really don't know.
FreddyFwls [11:44 PM]: how come you can't be more open now? how come i can't?
WillowWand88 [11:44 PM]: because i'm afraid of reactions
FreddyFwls [11:46 PM]: i don't think i would react badly...
FreddyFwls [11:46 PM]: but i don't think that woukd change anything
WillowWand88 [11:47 PM]: that's a really sad thing...that it wouldn't change anything no matter where we stand.
FreddyFwls [11:47 PM]: sad...
WillowWand88 [11:48 PM]: ..?
FreddyFwls [11:49 PM]: i don't know
WillowWand88 [11:49 PM]: neither do i.
FreddyFwls [11:51 PM]: should we stay seeming like only friends or be only friends then?
WillowWand88 [11:52 PM]: i see no difference
WillowWand88 [11:52 PM]: do you?
FreddyFwls [11:52 PM]: i guess not
WillowWand88 [11:53 PM]: that's sad...
FreddyFwls [11:53 PM]: yes
WillowWand88 [11:54 PM]: so...
FreddyFwls [11:54 PM]: would you seriously act different?
WillowWand88 [11:54 PM]: i'm hoping.
FreddyFwls [11:55 PM]: i don't think i could unless i felt different
WillowWand88 [11:55 PM]: what do you mean
FreddyFwls [11:55 PM]: i don't know
WillowWand88 [11:56 PM]: you mean you'd only act different if you had a hatred towards me?
FreddyFwls [11:57 PM]: that would definately make me act different, but probaly before that
WillowWand88 [11:57 PM]: well i hope you never hate me.
FreddyFwls [11:58 PM]: i don't think i would
WillowWand88 [11:58 PM]: that's good to hear.
FreddyFwls [11:59 PM]: i can't even see myself getting angry with you
WillowWand88 [12:00 AM]: it's possible
WillowWand88 [12:00 AM]: i don't know what you're like when you're angry
FreddyFwls [12:01 AM]: what if i make it so you never will
WillowWand88 [12:01 AM]: hmm?
FreddyFwls [12:01 AM]: i don't have to be angry
WillowWand88 [12:02 AM]: everyone gets angry though
FreddyFwls [12:03 AM]: maybe
WillowWand88 [12:04 AM]: yeah
FreddyFwls [12:04 AM]: i don't think we've decided anything yet
WillowWand88 [12:04 AM]: i don't think we have either and we need to cause i really have to get off
FreddyFwls [12:05 AM]: what do you want to do?
WillowWand88 [12:06 AM]: i don't know...i think we should try and be friends...or something
FreddyFwls [12:07 AM]: what does being friends mean?
WillowWand88 [12:07 AM]: i'm not sure cause i still don't see a difference in what would be what
FreddyFwls [12:08 AM]: does it mean no calling anymore, or walking after art?
WillowWand88 [12:08 AM]: i hope not
WillowWand88 [12:09 AM]: although sometimes i'd like to leave a little early out of art
FreddyFwls [12:09 AM]: then i see no difference
FreddyFwls [12:09 AM]: ok
WillowWand88 [12:10 AM]: wow that's sad that there's no difference.
FreddyFwls [12:12 AM]: does that mean we're broken up?
WillowWand88 [12:12 AM]: i think so
FreddyFwls [12:16 AM]: so i can still call you and walk with you some days...what about the aim conversations?
WillowWand88 [12:16 AM]: of course
WillowWand88 [12:16 AM]: i would be sad if we never talked
FreddyFwls [12:17 AM]: alright
WillowWand88 [12:17 AM]: i'm sorry...i feel like an ass.
FreddyFwls [12:18 AM]: i feel a little like an ass as well
WillowWand88 [12:18 AM]: you should not
FreddyFwls [12:19 AM]: i couldn't be doing all that good if there is no difference
WillowWand88 [12:20 AM]: don't say that...
WillowWand88 [12:20 AM]: i wasn't spiffy to begin with
FreddyFwls [12:21 AM]: you shouldn't say that
WillowWand88 [12:22 AM]: well it's true.
WillowWand88 [12:22 AM]: but maybe things will be more free flowing..
FreddyFwls [12:23 AM]: well... you should go before you get in trouble
WillowWand88 [12:24 AM]: i spose i should.