Life and its twisted turns
So fuck life fuck everything. I mean am I not meant to be happy. Am I meant to have this depressive fucking hole in me for the rest of my fucking life. Are my friends really fucking friends. I mean he was gonna tell me a day before he left a fucking day. If that would of happened like that he doesn't know how much it would of hurt me then if I had knew in advance. I mean fuck I always told him everything straight up. I would never try and pull somethingm like that. And of course she doesn't like me I mean who the fuck would. Who the fuck would want to look at me and say thats my guy right there. Fuck does every other guy have some hidden fucking talent or something that I don't. I mean fuck is it even worth waking up in the fucking morning I still have nearly 2 fucking boxes of sleeping pills. FUCK