I wonder
do girls take turns seeing what the can do to my mind and my heart. Oh hey you haven't had a turn let,s see how you can fuck matthew up. Comme on its a fun game. Everyone wins but matthew. yay :-) see you can see his heart shatter. Let's wait for it to rebuild itself on false hope then shatter it again over and over. Well this is getting fucking ridiculos, a girl invites me to the fucking movies, gets to know me a little more realises what a fucking loser I am than decideds. Fuck this shit i will keep saying i dunno all week so taht I just don't have to tell him that he's a fucking loser and I don't want to go with him anymore. Well fuck it all. what does a man have to live for if all he ever receives is empty promises and false hope. Just why me? why put me through this shit. What did I do to deserve this? I must of did something...