Aug 20, 2009 12:36
Im looking for some change in this selfish place
under the seats of everything, this world...
so deranged. Incomplete, feeling empty in this congested space.
You're so plain, Yet, your day to day is remembered.
Mine is just sifted bits that couldn't fit this chamber
Forty five millimeter blankets my darkest memories.
Poison lust of gunpowder through my last earned dollar.
May you remember me...
Im so broken from being broke
I swear Im going nowhere.
My own hopes are nothing but yesterday.
Im so shallow yet here I drown
the water breaks down my will to live
Id give anything to surface through the pain.
My own family, Ive lost them with my sanity.
Ive missed the way they used to be so fucking proud.
With the days passing by like this I know I need some help.
But this hell, though Ive accepted it, I regret this shit that Ive done.
I told myself I would never be like you, and it's true.
Ive accelerated past your recklessness, and I pity what I call fun.
Shoot down this pointless city with an empty gun.
Predicted my anarchy....may you remember me.
We're all just bodies, our souls fill up these holes.
We dug on hands and knees and the dirt will never fade.
Clay caked on our restless feet, we'll never leave on time.
Slowly our faith decays. We let these pills destroy our minds.
We are the intellectual in a crowd of ignorance.
We hate the hypocritical who drove us to our current demise.
I can not waste a second for revenge, it pulls me way too thin.