How do you grow when you are trapped?
So it looks like I will be moving......again. The life of a preacher's daughter still living at home. To answer your question I still at home because my father needs me to be. He cannot handle my mom on his own and still preach, she is getting worse every day. She is mentally and emotionally unstable and my Dad's health isn't ideal either. I am thankful he is still able to do what he loves. I am not sure that I agree with his beliefs anymore, but I will not tell him that. I will pretend to be the ONE good child until I finally have a life of my own and the nerve to break his heart.
It is hard but maybe a new place will help. If I ever finish editing my novel and get it publish I will hire someone to take care of them and then maybe I will let him know what I have been hiding. You that are reading this are the only ones that have ever known that secret. Maybe someday it won't be a secret anymore. Oh well moving again by the first of the year. Maybe I will break free of my trap someday and tell him that his dream of me marrying a nice young man will not happen. Wish me luck.
It is hard but maybe a new place will help. If I ever finish editing my novel and get it publish I will hire someone to take care of them and then maybe I will let him know what I have been hiding. You that are reading this are the only ones that have ever known that secret. Maybe someday it won't be a secret anymore. Oh well moving again by the first of the year. Maybe I will break free of my trap someday and tell him that his dream of me marrying a nice young man will not happen. Wish me luck.