money is everything

[poet_97]

well, my life is gonna suck for a long time for now on. cuz money is everything and we dont have that. the house hasnt sold yet, and know we need to desperatly to go grocery shopping. but we cant. and renee is being a bitch again. she cant just let something go. and i dont want her to come home now! and dennis wontlet me move into that room either. there is nobody living in it. what the point of me and sarah sharing a 9 ft by 11 ft room! when i coul move into a room aal by myself and have some privacy. im gonna be 15 soon and i have never had my own room! and it completely doesnt make any sense at all! i mean beth is not ever coming back! so just let me move into that room. i wouldnt make any differance besides the fact thati will complain much less! godh! what an idiot! i need to go to sarahs house, i need to see her. at least talk to her! i want to go there for memorial day weekend but i wont be able to cuz dennis doesnt want me to go there. i dont see why it matters anyway. grrrrrrr...................some people are really stupid, actually all people are really stupid! and pat has no clue why im mad at him. and garrett is so conceeded and caught up in being a pervert, and talking about stupid amanda that he doesnt even know that i could care less if i ever talked to him again. i have officially given up on guys. i will be alone for the rest of my life.

you know whats wrong with me......im too kind. first i was being nice and i got a brokenarm, this time i was being nice and i got a broken heart.

nothing ever works out, my mom doesnt deserve this.