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ok so i was right nic did get pissed, and we got into a fight. the worst place and time that we could ever fight. but whatever then i asked him if he wanted to come over and talk tonight as in last night, and he said yeah so when he got off work he was going to come over and we were going to talk, then go to sleep. but then tina got mad because nic and i were going to talk and me and her already plained on drinking. but by the time the babyshower was done fighting with nic and all of this stress i had on me i was burned out and i just wanted to go home and sleep till nic got off work. but no she got mad so i went to go hang out with her, and we met at hollywood cuz i wanted to ask nic something so when i got their his car wasnt their and im like what the hell maybe hes just on his break. so i call his house i hadnt gone in to hollywood yet at this point. i call his house and he answers so im like i thought u worked tonight and he was like i did i just got off and im oh, i thoguht u closed and he was like ya me to.but anyways so i talked to him for a min and he wanted to still tak so i told him that tina and i were going to hang out with josh and so on and so fourth. so he was like i told him to just meet me at my hosue and on and on. then we go in to hollywood when tina and josh got their and were walking around i really wanted to watch a movie but i didnt know what one, so were looking and then nathqan comes out from the back room and i was like nathan give me a hug so he did and then he was like nic said call him at home. and i was like oh i already talked to him. then i had nathan check to see if nic rented 40 year old vergin and he had that we could see. so i called him and i was like hey did u rent 40 year old vergin and was like no cuz he had late fees, so i told him i would pay the late fees for him if i could rent it. so he was like go ahead just tell them i said u could rent it. and then he was like if they give u shit just have me talk to them. so i was well do u just want to talk to nathan now so he was like so they talked dont know what they said but anyways. then nathan goes and gets matt (i cant stand him) but anyways and tells him to rent it to me on nics account so anyways he did. then tina and josh and i went the store. then went back to my hosue then relizzed we need soda so we left again and went back to the store. so anyways when i got home nic was their and then we finialy all went up stairs and started talking then josh had to leave to go get tinas parents. so were waitting for him and then we finialy start the movie 5 years later. and then im getting irrated becaues first i wanted nic to lay on the bed with me but he wouldnt cuz tina was on the bed to. so tina and i sat on the bed and the boys were on the ground. but anyways then i was getting over that and then the movie finialy gets over at fuckin 3 am so im like what the fuck im tyred as fuck and i just wanted tot alk to nic. well so we talk for like 5 mins if that but were mostly fighting and he got pissed cuz i told him thaqt he new everything so why he was asking me. but anyways so then he told me he would stay the night then he said he wasnt going to so then i got mad and then i said then go leave. so then he started to leave and ooohhhh cutest thing he still was holding my hand while he was leaving and then he pulled me and gave me a kiss so then i started to get tears in my eyes cuz i was up set and stressed and i know he is then he was holding me and we were huging for like ever so sweet. and then he left. but yeah thqat was my night it was a rocky day thats all i gotta say.but when tina nad josh and i went to alberstons it was tina and i keept singing to josh hahaha, it was great. i think im going to make nic some cookies today yeah im going to. just because he mad a comment last night and said at least ur mom makes stuff..i love the fact that my mom likes him, and blake does to wow it was great last night, kuz i still had a couple pictures up of quinton and like me, and nic told me to take them down andi was like ok whatever then im like what am i suposse to do with them, hes likie rip them up and through them out. so im like no i cant do that so i put them in a box then, blake comes in my room and iml ike hey wanna burn some pictures with me blake lets do it and he was like what pictures and nic and i and tina all at once say quinton and blake just kinda looked at me and said no thats ok and gave me this look.so i k now blake still likes him.but thats good, nic is sooooo much better. ok well this is fuckin long cuz im just writting whatever comes out of my head.so img oing to go i need to take a shower and nic's suposset o be calling and he cant if im online. so im going to go.

oh yeah i wanna see n the mix, and do or die trying but no one wantgs to see it so this sucks