Awww, what a sweet, misunderstood-at-the-time comment. Have you ever told him that you finally realized what he meant?
You and your brothers most definitely have a similar, strained relationship that my sister and I. Except, she and I are nine years apart, and she's an idiot. And I hate her.
And I'm serious about that. A lot of people go 'ha ha, of course you do. Everyone hates their siblings.' Which is true, except, my hatred goes to 'Dear god, if I could kill you and get away with it, there would be absolutely no hesitation' kind of levels. I despise her. Everything about her makes me want to hurt her, even when she makes attempts to be nice to me. Which is often.
Hell, she's not even that bad of a girl, really. Not anymore. She used to be worse. She's still borderline bipolar and rather childish, but she's a hard worker and invaluable to keeping our forty acres of land in tact.
The reason I hate her goes back to my childhood.
She's always tried to make up for what she put my family through, but to me, because I was so young and cannot let go of it, she'll never succeed. I will always fucking hate her, and of this I am certain.
You know what's stupid? I am annoyed by the littlest things about her. For example, when she's eating, the way she chews drives me fucking insane. I sometimes have to leave the room just so I won't slam her face into the tv or something. Seriously. It's terrible, I am fully aware of this, but it's true.
... Totally didn't mean to rant like that. I'm sorry. But, for some reason.. I'm feeling a little better, O_o
*hugs you* I hope everything is going well, since you haven't updated your LJ in a while.
This is exactly the reasons my brothers and I hate each other with a firey passion alot of the time.
There are times when they have hated me and thought that I took all the attention because they were normal growing up and I was a complete headcase.
Time that should have been spent with them was spent on trying to get me better.
I hate them with a firey passion because they still treat me like a child the majority of the time and they excluded me alot and still do now. They patronise me and talk down to me, and enjoy pushing my buttons because they love to see me meltdown (which I never do with anyone else, just them) cause they see it as a form of revenge.
I'll point out here that I am 27 and they are in their 30s.
You and your brothers most definitely have a similar, strained relationship that my sister and I. Except, she and I are nine years apart, and she's an idiot. And I hate her.
And I'm serious about that. A lot of people go 'ha ha, of course you do. Everyone hates their siblings.' Which is true, except, my hatred goes to 'Dear god, if I could kill you and get away with it, there would be absolutely no hesitation' kind of levels. I despise her. Everything about her makes me want to hurt her, even when she makes attempts to be nice to me. Which is often.
Hell, she's not even that bad of a girl, really. Not anymore. She used to be worse. She's still borderline bipolar and rather childish, but she's a hard worker and invaluable to keeping our forty acres of land in tact.
The reason I hate her goes back to my childhood.
She's always tried to make up for what she put my family through, but to me, because I was so young and cannot let go of it, she'll never succeed. I will always fucking hate her, and of this I am certain.
You know what's stupid? I am annoyed by the littlest things about her. For example, when she's eating, the way she chews drives me fucking insane. I sometimes have to leave the room just so I won't slam her face into the tv or something. Seriously. It's terrible, I am fully aware of this, but it's true.
... Totally didn't mean to rant like that. I'm sorry. But, for some reason.. I'm feeling a little better, O_o
*hugs you* I hope everything is going well, since you haven't updated your LJ in a while.
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There are times when they have hated me and thought that I took all the attention because they were normal growing up and I was a complete headcase.
Time that should have been spent with them was spent on trying to get me better.
I hate them with a firey passion because they still treat me like a child the majority of the time and they excluded me alot and still do now. They patronise me and talk down to me, and enjoy pushing my buttons because they love to see me meltdown (which I never do with anyone else, just them) cause they see it as a form of revenge.
I'll point out here that I am 27 and they are in their 30s.
lol.
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