Random Rant
So, here's a rant that involves my real life which I don't talk about often (nothing major...okay, maybe some pissy ranting, but eh...><) and fandom, along with something random. Yeah, read it or don't. *shrugs*
Real Life:
So, I have a friend who enjoys to hit people (not major punching, but other annoying things like flinging books at their heads *personal experience*), especially his friends. He's violent. I'm actually not. I'm verbally violent but unless I get so angry over a long period of time that I explode, I don't normally hit people. In December of 2006, I went into the hospital for a bloody nose. Sounds stupid, but I was bleeding a lot and it wouldn't stop, so I went to my doctor. They told me the wrong way to stop it and I passed out and died legally for I don't know how long because the idiot doctor froze. Another of the two doctors brought me back and I had to go to the hospital for a day. Anyways, that story just leads up to me having really thin membranes in my nose and anemia, which explains why I can't work much in the summer without practically fainting.
So, my friend hit me in the nose with a paper notebook, not really thinking it'd do any damage. This was during my last hour of school yesterday. So, I got a bloody nose and it didn't stop all night. I didn't go to school today because of it. I didn't mind because I don't care how many days I miss, but my nose does hurt like a motherfucker...I'm just glad I can type without looking at the keyboard. Yeah, me with my mad skillz ><
Anyways, staying home today also forced me to listen to my mom's problems, which I am very well aware off and I don't need to be reminded. We're losing a lot of money due to problems and shit, and it's on my mind a lot. But, I asked for something to do with a fandom that I'd been saving up money for from Christmas and my mom told me I was being selfish. But it is my money that'd pay for it. It's true I've asked for two things since Christmas, one of them being able to rent movies from Blockbuster because I'm sick of not being able to see any movies I want to see due to my video store being complete and utter shit. (And I really mean it. They don't have anything I want, it fucking sucks). And then this movie, and she has the right to call me selfish?
I don't get anything else, when I possibly can, I don't even eat lunch to save money. I don't go out and buy new outfits just for the hell of it, nor do I spend money on food or drinks I don't need. I'm not, by any means, frivolous. My sister is, she gets anything she wants and she's 28 and should know better, but my mom gives her almost anything she wants because she helps around the house even if what she's doing is just payback for the shit she put my family and I through when I was younger. (or even one year ago, but I won't get on that) And she later compared me to my sister. That pissed me off more than anything else.
And the ACTs are coming up in only a few weeks, oh dear lord...*gathers rope* <--Exaggeration, I assure you.
Okay, that's it for this real life rant, sorry. Just needed to get it off my chest.
Fandom:
Lately, I haven't been able to write any Heroes fics. But my muse is working for something different, X-Men actually. Which ties in to what I wanted to buy up in my RL rant, X-Men: The Last Stand which I've been waiting to go down to under 15 bucks to buy since it wasn't great enough to buy for over 20 (Actually, I think I may have just liked the Pyro, Magneto, Kid Omega, and Psychlocke parts ><). But I'm on this Bobby/John kick right now. I've always liked those two. I even went online and looked up fics right after the second movie and randomly since then. Just in the past week did I find the community for them, which is just weird but anyways...so, I've got this great idea for a fic. But I feel my muse dying and I wanted the movie to help with it.
I know most everyone has been having, in trinaweena's words, a bit of a 'burn out' (or so it seems), and I think I can fix mine if I'm able to successfully write something else in a different fandom. I feel bad I can't finish my two Heroes fics though, I don't know. ><
Thoughts on the World:
I was in the shower when I thought how nice it'd be if everyone in the world was bisexual. Then everyone would have a 'chance' with everyone else, and those who lean towards one or the other just would without any ramifications. Yeah, that'd be nice. (It might also cut down on the whole population problem O.o) I don't know what brought this thought on, but it happened and I just wanted to get it down. Sorry.
Ignore this entire thing if you wish. Have a great day/week! ^_^
Real Life:
So, I have a friend who enjoys to hit people (not major punching, but other annoying things like flinging books at their heads *personal experience*), especially his friends. He's violent. I'm actually not. I'm verbally violent but unless I get so angry over a long period of time that I explode, I don't normally hit people. In December of 2006, I went into the hospital for a bloody nose. Sounds stupid, but I was bleeding a lot and it wouldn't stop, so I went to my doctor. They told me the wrong way to stop it and I passed out and died legally for I don't know how long because the idiot doctor froze. Another of the two doctors brought me back and I had to go to the hospital for a day. Anyways, that story just leads up to me having really thin membranes in my nose and anemia, which explains why I can't work much in the summer without practically fainting.
So, my friend hit me in the nose with a paper notebook, not really thinking it'd do any damage. This was during my last hour of school yesterday. So, I got a bloody nose and it didn't stop all night. I didn't go to school today because of it. I didn't mind because I don't care how many days I miss, but my nose does hurt like a motherfucker...I'm just glad I can type without looking at the keyboard. Yeah, me with my mad skillz ><
Anyways, staying home today also forced me to listen to my mom's problems, which I am very well aware off and I don't need to be reminded. We're losing a lot of money due to problems and shit, and it's on my mind a lot. But, I asked for something to do with a fandom that I'd been saving up money for from Christmas and my mom told me I was being selfish. But it is my money that'd pay for it. It's true I've asked for two things since Christmas, one of them being able to rent movies from Blockbuster because I'm sick of not being able to see any movies I want to see due to my video store being complete and utter shit. (And I really mean it. They don't have anything I want, it fucking sucks). And then this movie, and she has the right to call me selfish?
I don't get anything else, when I possibly can, I don't even eat lunch to save money. I don't go out and buy new outfits just for the hell of it, nor do I spend money on food or drinks I don't need. I'm not, by any means, frivolous. My sister is, she gets anything she wants and she's 28 and should know better, but my mom gives her almost anything she wants because she helps around the house even if what she's doing is just payback for the shit she put my family and I through when I was younger. (or even one year ago, but I won't get on that) And she later compared me to my sister. That pissed me off more than anything else.
And the ACTs are coming up in only a few weeks, oh dear lord...*gathers rope* <--Exaggeration, I assure you.
Okay, that's it for this real life rant, sorry. Just needed to get it off my chest.
Fandom:
Lately, I haven't been able to write any Heroes fics. But my muse is working for something different, X-Men actually. Which ties in to what I wanted to buy up in my RL rant, X-Men: The Last Stand which I've been waiting to go down to under 15 bucks to buy since it wasn't great enough to buy for over 20 (Actually, I think I may have just liked the Pyro, Magneto, Kid Omega, and Psychlocke parts ><). But I'm on this Bobby/John kick right now. I've always liked those two. I even went online and looked up fics right after the second movie and randomly since then. Just in the past week did I find the community for them, which is just weird but anyways...so, I've got this great idea for a fic. But I feel my muse dying and I wanted the movie to help with it.
I know most everyone has been having, in trinaweena's words, a bit of a 'burn out' (or so it seems), and I think I can fix mine if I'm able to successfully write something else in a different fandom. I feel bad I can't finish my two Heroes fics though, I don't know. ><
Thoughts on the World:
I was in the shower when I thought how nice it'd be if everyone in the world was bisexual. Then everyone would have a 'chance' with everyone else, and those who lean towards one or the other just would without any ramifications. Yeah, that'd be nice. (It might also cut down on the whole population problem O.o) I don't know what brought this thought on, but it happened and I just wanted to get it down. Sorry.
Ignore this entire thing if you wish. Have a great day/week! ^_^