The Normality Of Abnormality
Inept and awkward, it's hard that first step out of the psyche ward.
Social electricity, for most it is pure simplicity but for me social interaction brings out my duplicity.
Erratic actions, my forward movement lacks passion and my sanity is down to such small rations.
Within my head this war is in full swing, feels often like I am controlled by someone else's strings.
Hard to explain to most how in my head it always rains... and every second it is hard to maintain an appearance of being sane.
Attempt to medicate this sociopath and sedate my reasonless wrath.
Psychology 101... I must be crazy looking at all the things I have done in the name of the high or just simply fun.
Emotionally catatonic and devotionally devoid... at all costs human contact I must avoid.
Behind a blank stare, a quite s.o.s. flare but I learned long ago no one really cares.
Smeared thoughts cleared by the pain seared into my main frame of existence.
Persistence yielding no results, I'm sure it's no one's fault.
My mentality still remains a calamity of insanity, a collage of personal sabotage.
But in the end normality is just simply abnormality.
Social electricity, for most it is pure simplicity but for me social interaction brings out my duplicity.
Erratic actions, my forward movement lacks passion and my sanity is down to such small rations.
Within my head this war is in full swing, feels often like I am controlled by someone else's strings.
Hard to explain to most how in my head it always rains... and every second it is hard to maintain an appearance of being sane.
Attempt to medicate this sociopath and sedate my reasonless wrath.
Psychology 101... I must be crazy looking at all the things I have done in the name of the high or just simply fun.
Emotionally catatonic and devotionally devoid... at all costs human contact I must avoid.
Behind a blank stare, a quite s.o.s. flare but I learned long ago no one really cares.
Smeared thoughts cleared by the pain seared into my main frame of existence.
Persistence yielding no results, I'm sure it's no one's fault.
My mentality still remains a calamity of insanity, a collage of personal sabotage.
But in the end normality is just simply abnormality.