At Home
I'm at home for the rest of the summer.
It's soooo boring. At work, I just sit there waiting for someone to come in and take a tour. But...most days no one does. I've watched five seasons of How I Met Your Mother, one of Doctor Who, Chocolat, Love in the Time of Cholera (then was inspired read the book again), Bend it Like Beckham, and now I'm restarting Gilmore Girls. I guess it cold be worse...I could have to actually work at work. lol.
Even at home there's not much to do. There is no one around to hang out with.
Not that I feel like hanging out with anyone. I feel so strange around my high school friends. I think I'm actually scared of them. I was waiting for Camera Obscura to come on stage at The National when I saw Rachel enter. I hadn't seen her in a year but we talk every once and a while. It was soo strange and uncomfortable. I think she was really put off by the way I am now. And the girl with her knew Kyle through his ex (of course) and that just made the whole situation worse. I even tried to see Whitney, but she and I were never really on the same page at all.
So now, all thats left to do is watch tv and work out. Lol, my limbs feel like jelly. I haven't worked out in sooo long. But afterwards I feel incredibly tired and I lay on the floor and put my fingers in my ears. All I can hear is the beat of my heart and the cracking of my joints which are slowly becoming arthritic with time. Nothing else. It's like being underwater. And I think this must be what it feels like to die. I take my fingers out of my ears and it all comes flooding back and I'm alive again.
Anyway...
I've been addicted to reading formspring accounts ever since I've had all of this time and decided to set up one of my own. Ask me anything!
www.formspring.me/tilleul