Jul 27, 2008 15:31
Things I'm doing tonight:
-Possibly going to Kahill's with someone that makes me smile and another that I don't particularly care for. It's funny, it never even dawned on my not to hang out with her.
-Picking/lavander roasting figs. YUM.
-Finish panting number 1 in an end of summer series. Make it surreal. Make it real.
-Talk all night on the phone. Getto know my boyfriend. It's funny...shouldn't I have already done this?
-Start compiling tracks for his mix. It's going to be haaaard to find songs in my library he hasn't already heard.
-Re-read Dracula. I have to before classes start, since my freshmen seminar is about it.
-Walk on the treadmill.
-Wash clothes. I really need pants for work.
Things Running through my Head:
-Wouldn't it be nice to stand in a snowdrift right now? It's much to warm here.
-I'm going to write a thankyou note to each and everyne of my friends.
-I'm going to climb something.
-I am entering a time warp known as a college education. It's time to become artsy and liberal and idealistic. In high school these things branded me a a dork but now I'm supposed to just open up. Nice. Conformity takes all kinds, doesn't it?
Things I Need:
-Water. I'm thirsty. Not for liquid specifically, but it will appease me for now.
-More dresses.
-A new coat. My fave one of threadbare.
-To re-dye me hair. The blue is already gone and the bleached strands are left looking grey. I go out with the boyfriend and look like his mom.
-A tuner for my mandolin. I want to start playing again but my natural pitch is a little off.
Things I'm putting off:
-Sweeping the tavern. I fo this almost every day. Where does all of this dust come from?
-Confonting mum about her behavior. It's ridiculous, she's acting like a two year old.
-Shopping for college. I don't want to.
-Saying goodbye to my favorite people.
Things I'm Rushing into:
-A relationship.
-Absurdity.
This morning I went over to Rachel's house. She had a civilian pass and I forgot how much I missed her family. They cooked me breakfast and pumped me full of coffee so I could whine and tell them all about it. They hugged me and told me that I could live there if need be. I borrowed all of her stuff and now I'm here at the tavern again. She's going to buy me chunky black combat boots from Ft. Lee.