Mar 23, 2007 11:56
So, this is how it goes down...
I'm sitting in chemistry class, totally complacent and hating the fact that the room is so humid. and it hits me. Do I even like the lie I'm living (no), Will I have a future (no), do I want anything and everything more (yes).
But more than anything, I wish I could start it all over because if I had one chance to relive it all- I wouldn't kill Hitler or influence society, I'd take you to the movies. (and even though I'm old fashioned I'd pay for the popcorn.)
And let me tell you something about this journal. I'm not writing it FOR you, I'm doing this for me. The first part o therapy is letting everything out- so that what im gonna do. At the best this is my mind and all o its beautiful thoughts. At worst it is me, exposed, naked for the world to see.
lindley