fuck friends
yea tonight i realized alot of shit tonight i found the friends that actually care about me when i told them i didnt need there help and dont worry about me they didnt listen they stayed by my side all night and u 2 know who yall r and i love you i know i have of true friends im just sayin alot of the reason most of the ppl hang out with me and even talk to me is b/c of drugs see if i neve started doin drugs i wouldnt have as many friends as i do but yea im stoppin doin drugs shit i cant afford them and they made me find my self tonight since friday ive had shit on my mind and as the days progressed they got worse sat. night i got booted out of my house, so i ive been homeless for a couple days i had to stay in a hotel that night and b/c of that everyones so pissed at me and if u pissed at me for wat was said about sat. FUCK YOU i dont give a shit wat u think ive done everything that i can possibly think of just to make my friends happy and just one time i thought about my self ppl get pissed that really shows u who ur true friends are yea so i also just walked here from the E.R. b/c of a spiderbite, i got my ass kicked tonight and one of my grandparents passed away tonight yea so all that and me lookin depratly for a job and a place to stay is what ive been doin since i got booted so u know what alot of you dont come runnin to me when u've got a problem and u all know who u r that im talkin to yea so im off to where im stayin tonight i dont know where im goin but im leave so THANK YOU DAVID AND JESIKA FOR SAVING MY LIFE TONIGHT I LOVE YOU BOTH IM SORRY TO HAVE PUT YALL IN THE POSITION I DID BUT THANK YOU