Sometimes i just wanna die
i dont know what it is lately but im still depressed. i got my life straight, a great gf , my friends that care about me are all here for me, but i just dont understand. i mean i cant ask for anything more in life cauz i got all that i want right now. but i guess its the fact of knowing people out there are tryin to hurt me. i mean in the last year ive been dumped or been lied to by my ex's at least 3 times. ive had friends out there that said no matter what ill always be here for you. And when i need them the most their never around. thats why im glad i got u jersey baby. u make me feel so much better u dont hardly understand. its just sad that we've been hiding our realtionship for so long. i mean shit youve only met like 3 of my real friends and the others dont even know the truth yet. they'll know soon i guess. but anyways i feel the urge sometimes just to pack things up and take u outta this shitty state. i can wait till were finally married and start our own lives together. maybe then ill finally be at peace. its just great to have someone like you who appricates me more and more every day and shows it. (P.S) thanks for the subway u brought me the other day at work. love you. anyways i really still cant figure out why i bother with this site anymore. i guess i do it outta bordom. but anyways another great song here
~"There Goes My Life"
All he could think about was I'm too young for this.
Got my whole life ahead.
Hell I'm just a kid myself.
How'm I gonna raise one.
All he could see were his dreams goin' up in smoke.
So much for ditchin' this town and hangin' out on the coast.
Oh well, those plans are long gone.
[Chorus:]
And he said,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
Might as well kiss it all good-bye.
There goes my life.......
A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later.
That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator.
Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl.
Momma's waiting to tuck her in,
As she fumbles up those stairs.
She smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear.
Sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncin' curls.
[Chorus:]
He smiles.....
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you, daddy good-night.
There goes my life.
She had that Honda loaded down.
With Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American Express.
He checked the oil and slammed the hood, said you're good to go.
She hugged them both and headed off to the West Coast.
[Chorus:]
And he cried,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you.
Baby good-bye.
There goes my life.
There goes my life.
Baby good-bye.
~"There Goes My Life"
All he could think about was I'm too young for this.
Got my whole life ahead.
Hell I'm just a kid myself.
How'm I gonna raise one.
All he could see were his dreams goin' up in smoke.
So much for ditchin' this town and hangin' out on the coast.
Oh well, those plans are long gone.
[Chorus:]
And he said,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
Might as well kiss it all good-bye.
There goes my life.......
A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later.
That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator.
Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl.
Momma's waiting to tuck her in,
As she fumbles up those stairs.
She smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear.
Sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncin' curls.
[Chorus:]
He smiles.....
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you, daddy good-night.
There goes my life.
She had that Honda loaded down.
With Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American Express.
He checked the oil and slammed the hood, said you're good to go.
She hugged them both and headed off to the West Coast.
[Chorus:]
And he cried,
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you.
Baby good-bye.
There goes my life.
There goes my life.
Baby good-bye.