What I have created has destroyed me in the end.
Well folks i realized something last night. I have a influence on peoples lives. I didnt really realize it till just like a couple of days ago. I noticed that certain people i talk to have taken my thoughs and beliefs into factor. Some examples of this: I have a friend who she always worries about the dumbest little thing in life. I made her realize that certain things are not to be worried about or matter. She has even told me that if it wasnt for me she wouldnt be the person she is today. she has told me that im prolly the only person she takes seriously when we discuss certain thing. Another sinerio is this other person i know i made them realize its better to open up and talk about stuff you keep hidden because its better to have it out then bottled up where it will only keep hurting you in then end. Ive made that person feel beautiful no matter what they say they think they are. These are some instances of this that i have noticed that has happened over the last year or so. I'm just wondering if everyone i know REALLY does take the things i say to heart??? Do i really INFLUENCE then that much? Does what i say AFFECT them? In these cases i guess so. I know that some of the times though have ended up destroying me in the end. I sometimes wish i didnt affect people so much. I wish i didnt care. But you cant just stop caring about FRIENDS. No matter how mad you get at them or they get mad at you, it eventually just goes away and you realize what you were mad about was really nothing at all. This is certain for most cases in my life except for a select few that were just completly wrong to do to someone in the first place even if they DESERVE it or not. Life is to short to be mad at your frends and you should be happy with the TRUE friends you got no matter what happens.