As soon as I decide to be happy and was trying to forget my worries, something else had to happen. Something I can't even remember...
For all of Orochimaru's apparent evilness, I believe him; he has no reason to lie over something like this, and nothing to gain.
I so wish Neji was here, but then again, I am so scared of seeing him...and telling him...and...I don't know what to do...;_;
As for the...other person involved...I need to find some more answers...I should see him, but that's something I know I don't want to do. Not yet. I just don't understand how and why and...u_u...but I suppose I need to know what he's perspective is, because I'm not going to be able to avoid him forever and I don't think I want to avoid him forever. u_u
I should thank Sakura-chan and Jiraiya-sama again, when I see them...
I...I'm going to be at home...and I think I want to be alone...if you see me around, I'll probably be wandering aimlessly. u_u Like a kunai, thrown through the air, without a target.
...I don't think I'll be able to drink tea ever again.