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Wow! Habent written in a while. I met this really cute guy monday, we will call him Michael, cause that his name. Cute guy, nice too, unfortunately there was no click. Either that or both of us are so shy it could never work. Sometimes I get so sick of being single, I don't want to ever ennjoy being single, or conform to it, because I feel thats not what life is about. Life is about the giddy feeling you get right after sex, or while you play footsie under the table, or the feeling of confort when you wake up in the middle of the night just to hear the footsteps of someone you love coming back to bed to warm you up cause they inadvertatly uncovered your shoulder when they got up to get a drink of water or go to the bathroom. Not to mention people who are happily single don't get the same delight when someone who likes them gets them a bouquet of flowers, or a cute card. If I ever conform or become cynical I could easily destroy any of the magic of falling or being in love. I think thats what may have happened to Robbie. I know I might get hurt, and I probably will just as I have in the past, but all the agony and all the pain and disilusionment in the world, is worth the gamble that someday someone will fall for me and I will fall for them and they will come to me knock on my window holding a rose, or some chocolate, because they just want to see me smile right before they kiss me. So alas, Ive been in a rut recently, but I know Aphroditie hears my prayers and is aware of my plight and just around the corner there is someone as lonely as me who is just waiting to bump into me, and then we will be happy toghether.