So it goes.

[pococurantism]

I'm just tired and exhausted. The decision has been made, and I feel like I've told a lot of you. And those that I've told have been amazing about it. I'm heading home. I'm just not happy here and that's as basic as it gets. The school situation, the location situation, I need to leave. So I am. Which leaves me right where I was when I thought that I wasn't going to grad school at all. I'm fine with that. Because I get to go home and figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life in the years to come. I was never 100% into what I was doing here, so hopefully I can find some place that suits me better.

It's sad in a way, but I'm excited in a way, because I feel like I'm in control again....and it's been a long time.

And I'm sorry if I've hurt any of you in any way.

Love,
Pat