May 26, 2005 20:43
I'm finally, authenticly happy, like I am back on that high I had a few months ago... I know nothing will bring me down for a few months... I finally feel really really good about myself and what is happening to me, like no matter what my parent say, I won't care so much because I'm happy.
Why?
Because I finally know I am in love. I am really in love. I am in love. I am in love. I AM IN LOVE!
I LOVE YOU!!
I LOVE YOU!!
I LOVE YOU!!
There is so much I must rant about... BUT I'M IN LOVE!
Okay, well, there's some other cool things that happened...
...okay, so we had a free period at band so we went to the band office, Caroline and Maura played the guitar, we listened to "Imagine" by John Lennon and Caroline played some of it (she has a really pretty voice for that) then we put on the Queen CD and jammed to that, we had Octavia, Ellen, Me, Caroline, Jessie<3, and Maura jamming to Queen and exclaiming Freddie's name. It was great. We were all singing like the dorks we were.
Then we went to the mall. First we went to Paramus, because we thought that Paramus would still have some stores open, even though it had a fire, but apparently MOST OF THE STORES WERE CLOSED!
So I said, "How about Garden State Mall? Hot Topic's there, and I can get Glitterboy!"
So we made a maddash (Thank yooou Mrs. Barrett for the car) to Hot Topic and ended up in the place and I melted. All these months and there was the glittery goodness that was Glitterboy. I bought the shirt with the logo on it. I'm wearing it right now...
...the funny story is HOW I got that on...
Well, we went to find a bathroom, but we went to Macy's and looked for a dressing room. We tried to get a bathingsuit to put on (we were in that section) or PRETEND to so we could look like we were doing something. Caroline jokingly took out a golden bikini and almost made me get it. It was great. She knows that I have big boobs from gym class (I really to T.T), so I probably could have pulled it off, but I got on the Glitterboy shirt and left... so... fucking... happy...
Then we read manga and magazines and we left ^_^ I'M SO HAPPY!
Then I went to my bro's concert with someone special and I was so happy...
...and I still am...
Thank Freddie, or my grandmother, or WHOEVER is looking out for me, because I am so happy.
-Donna