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Well.. feeling a little better. But my neck still hurts, and I've been having horrible stomach aches. Didn't make it into work again, and they called to change my schedule for tomorrow--hoping that would be better for me. And also so that I wasn't working during a time that was so crucial. It was so sweet of them to care and be concerned though. Ugh.. otherwise, things arent going so great around here. My dad's been working a lot, and in his moods.. there's been fights going on between him and my mom. Mostly about my brother, he'll be gone for days, without checkin in with anyone. I'm worried about the people he's hanging out with, that drink and stuff. Yeah, he's told me stories. And here now his "girlfriend", that he's never really showed any evidence of being serious about. He never, well hardly ever returns her calls, talks about other girls, seems to be in love with another girl.. YET. She suddenly informs my grandma that.. THEY'RE GETTING MARRIED SOON. WHAT THE FUCK?! Dear god.. he's 18, just outta school.. This better not be really going to happen, or he's gonna fuck up his life. He's already showed evidence of not wanting to be serious, and flirt/fool around with other girls. What's she gonna do, get pregnant and tie him down? HE CAN'T AFFORD THAT. Bloody hell, my mom's upset.. things are going crazy around here. I'm still in pain and losing sleep.. Gawd.. *whines* I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm here at a standstill, the worlds going crazy around me. And all I can do is sit back and watch as it all comes tumbling down around my feet. *reapplies ice to her neck* x.x I GOTTA make it to work tomorrow, thing's get worse should I lose this job. And I'm going bloody insane with boredom around here. I tried to make a new avatar for Steph's forum, but my mind is to preoccupied. I tried to write.. same thing. My mind is spinning, and nothing's really coming out of it but a rather large headache and mindless whining. And, we're supposed to go to the arts festival downtown this weekend, and I really wanna go.. but I dunno if it's gonna happen now...
Such is life...
Jen
Such is life...
Jen