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[pockyaddiction]

Oh, and here's the most recent poems I've written.

-Jen

Why can't you just..
Leave my mind?
Instead you leave me missing.. wanting.. wishing..
Why is it you I...
Long for, wish for, yearn for..
Why is it you I desire to find?

Even after all this time..
Has passed..
The leaves fallen and grown a new.
Flowers withered away like my love, only to return again.
I thought I was alright
I thought I was fine.

I want..
I long...
I wish..
For you to fill that hole
That you left when you turned your back and walked away.
But still..
I dont know why
And I ask
Why is it you?
Why is it you?

Why do I sit here..
Why do I cry..
These tears for you, as I sit in my room
Pouring my hear out
Drying my eyes out

I wish for you to be near once again
To suddenly appear
I wish..
I dream..
I hope..
I long for you
To hold me close..
Wipe away my tear..
Tell me you love me..
And that you will always be near..

What is this feeling?
If it isnt love..
The feeling that people
Wish for..
Long for..
Live for..
That leaves me so
Confused..
Weak..
And trembling..
Like a little newborn dove?

If this isn't it?
If this isn't real...
Then what is this feeling..
This feeling I feel?

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I sit here and write this
All alone here in my room..
This poem for you..
My dearest one.
In hopes that maybe someday
Maybe somewhere
Maybe someway

You will come to know..
This feeling I hold
Deep inside
Inside my heart
Where you reside
Know this feeling like I do
So you will stay be me and feel it to.

You will finally understand
What makes me cry
these tears for you
What makes me sigh
when I am feeling blue.
What makes me wish
To take away.. the fears you hold..
Take your pain inside myself..
Make it my own and still..
Be there for you..
Like my heart always will

This poem is for you
My dearest one
To show for you just how
True..
Pure..
Strong..
Is my love for you.
My dearest one
For you..
For only you...
For you alone, this poem will never be done.

They need titles yet. =P