So, the past two days haven't been great, but I'm trying to PROACTIVELY TURN THAT AROUND. I am applying to two new jobs that I am particularly invested in and I'm trying a new tact for the letters I'm sending. It means a lot of tweaking, since I've applied to jobs of this nature before and probably could have gotten away with just sending letters I've already written, but... I've only worked two days in as many weeks and I was able to pay my expenses through June, but July is creeping up and I'd like to continue to eat and have a place to live and stuff.
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FANGIRL LUAU PARTY! is day after tomorrow and I still have to do all the cleaning and such. And all the liquor buying. And the decorating, thanks to the fabulous Casa de Fangirl ♥ ♥ ♥ But I will see
quatredeathlady and
saidlian_nataly, both of whom I haven't seen in too long! Also, some other jerks, maybe. We figured out a sort of way to hook my laptop up to the teevee, which greatly expands our viewing choices as well!
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Mostly, I'm just coasting by, trying not to let my crazy get to me. I slept six hours STRAIGHT last night, which is unheard of these days. I woke up to bad news, but, as I said, trying to take it in stride. I'm re-reading my birthday fics over and over again (yaaaaay for people writing stories I want to read. THAT NEVER HAPPENS!) and a couple books and taking the world one minute at a time to keep from totally flipping out.
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How are you, internet?