this is one of those feet-dragging stupid depressing posts.
Ha. More irony to add to my life. I just signed on AIM to finally take some of my very kind friends up on their offers to let me vent and cry at them and no one is online. Probably because it's four o'clock on a Monday night/Tuesday afternoon, but still. Hilarious.
Just got home from inventory about fifteen minutes ago. It wasn't half bad. Everyone I work with is crazy and I rammed into a table and will have a HUGE bruise on my thigh tomorrow. It's already starting to swell and turn purple. It's about as big as my fist.
But overall, it was okay. Most of it was spent waiting around for something to do.
I'm getting sick, so I had to cancel all my morning plans which sucked. I felt like crap all day and it kind of set the stage for me to be in a mood, so I've been in one all day. I was okay at work, once I started feeling a little better, but then I got a text message halfway through the night and it just brought me down again and then I came home and now it's just worse. I need to... I don't know. I'm so, so fucked up over something that happened SO long ago that I don't even know what to do anymore, except maybe take about six months off from the entire internet, but I can't make myself do that. I don't know. It's been a long time since I've been in this position and I don't remember what happened last time. I mean, as time wore on things got better, and thinking back now I feel silly for ever freaking out like I did back then (lots of, "Oh, to be sixteen again" and "I was so silly!"), but a lot of years have passed and I can't make that happen in the blink of an eye.
I am probably just confusing everyone. I don't mean to be vague, except that I do. Trust me, you don't want to know.
Anyway. I have to go back to work in approximately eight hours, so I should probably sleep.
Oh! Here's some good news, though. The new Weepies album came out today. I already got my iTunes DL because I pre-ordered and I'm sure I will be talking about it later. I'm so thrilled to have legitimate copies of these songs! Also, I'm so thrilled "Old Coyote" is on it because I've been grooving on the b-side of that one for the past few days.
I'm hoping they'll announce tour dates soon. Not that I have anyone to go with, although I'm close to pulling Alex in. Here's an interesting tidbit: It's been almost exactly a year since I first heard The Weepies. It was in March and... now it's April. But yes. Woo!
Just got home from inventory about fifteen minutes ago. It wasn't half bad. Everyone I work with is crazy and I rammed into a table and will have a HUGE bruise on my thigh tomorrow. It's already starting to swell and turn purple. It's about as big as my fist.
But overall, it was okay. Most of it was spent waiting around for something to do.
I'm getting sick, so I had to cancel all my morning plans which sucked. I felt like crap all day and it kind of set the stage for me to be in a mood, so I've been in one all day. I was okay at work, once I started feeling a little better, but then I got a text message halfway through the night and it just brought me down again and then I came home and now it's just worse. I need to... I don't know. I'm so, so fucked up over something that happened SO long ago that I don't even know what to do anymore, except maybe take about six months off from the entire internet, but I can't make myself do that. I don't know. It's been a long time since I've been in this position and I don't remember what happened last time. I mean, as time wore on things got better, and thinking back now I feel silly for ever freaking out like I did back then (lots of, "Oh, to be sixteen again" and "I was so silly!"), but a lot of years have passed and I can't make that happen in the blink of an eye.
I am probably just confusing everyone. I don't mean to be vague, except that I do. Trust me, you don't want to know.
Anyway. I have to go back to work in approximately eight hours, so I should probably sleep.
Oh! Here's some good news, though. The new Weepies album came out today. I already got my iTunes DL because I pre-ordered and I'm sure I will be talking about it later. I'm so thrilled to have legitimate copies of these songs! Also, I'm so thrilled "Old Coyote" is on it because I've been grooving on the b-side of that one for the past few days.
I'm hoping they'll announce tour dates soon. Not that I have anyone to go with, although I'm close to pulling Alex in. Here's an interesting tidbit: It's been almost exactly a year since I first heard The Weepies. It was in March and... now it's April. But yes. Woo!