To whom it may concern...
Hey, I know I haven't posted on here in a while, and it's because I got tired of people trying to impose on my life. All my life I have let people try to run it and to be quite honest... It's fucking tiresome. I don't owe anyone anything, just like not a soul owes me anything. I know who cares about me and who's just trying to fuck with my head. I've dealt with this shit all my life and I'm sick of it. I was always afraid to sound mean, but just fucking quit it. It's fucking retarded.
I choose who I care about and who I talk to. I don't approve of people trying to belittle my family just because they think that they are a better choice to be it. My grandparents are good people who have always cared about me and didn't try to use me in their sick and twisted game of life. DO they have money and don't think that there's a big man living up in the sky watching down over all of us? Yes. Guess what, if atheists are cruel soulless people that aren't worth their grain in salt, why the fuck are you coming after me? Cause I don't believe in God either, and it's not just because they do. I've been through enough shit and am educated enough to make my own decisions thanks.
Also they don't stalk me, and if I choose to not have them in my life, they wouldn't try to show up at events that are important to me and make it about them. So don't. I'm not going to magically change my mind and appreciate you doing that. I didn't when I was 13, I didn't when I was 17, I still fucking don't at the age of 21. And I can pretty much say that any other age past that I still won't appreciate it.
This is MY life, stay the fuck out of it. I don't care if you think that you are owed something from me, some sort of relationship. I tried that, with BOTH of you. You are both childish and all it has ever been about is immature bullshit and yourselves. Neither of you are "cured" from whatever it is that is wrong with you. Neither of you know who I am, actually CARE who I am, and who I am is no thanks to either of you. It's amazing that I still have some sort of sanity in dealing with both of you. I've put in my time, I tried making relationships. I've seen the hate that you have for each other and it CONSUMES your lives still to this day. You are both hateful, unhappy people, and I want nothing to do with it.
So here's a thought. If you care about me sooooo much, why don't you just leave me alone? I've made myself into the person I am today and I'm doing a damn good job. So leave me be, let me go, let me live my life that I have created BY MYSELF. Don't try to fuck it up and make me miserable like you are.
Don't reply to this, I'm not coming back to this account ever again. So don't even bother.
I choose who I care about and who I talk to. I don't approve of people trying to belittle my family just because they think that they are a better choice to be it. My grandparents are good people who have always cared about me and didn't try to use me in their sick and twisted game of life. DO they have money and don't think that there's a big man living up in the sky watching down over all of us? Yes. Guess what, if atheists are cruel soulless people that aren't worth their grain in salt, why the fuck are you coming after me? Cause I don't believe in God either, and it's not just because they do. I've been through enough shit and am educated enough to make my own decisions thanks.
Also they don't stalk me, and if I choose to not have them in my life, they wouldn't try to show up at events that are important to me and make it about them. So don't. I'm not going to magically change my mind and appreciate you doing that. I didn't when I was 13, I didn't when I was 17, I still fucking don't at the age of 21. And I can pretty much say that any other age past that I still won't appreciate it.
This is MY life, stay the fuck out of it. I don't care if you think that you are owed something from me, some sort of relationship. I tried that, with BOTH of you. You are both childish and all it has ever been about is immature bullshit and yourselves. Neither of you are "cured" from whatever it is that is wrong with you. Neither of you know who I am, actually CARE who I am, and who I am is no thanks to either of you. It's amazing that I still have some sort of sanity in dealing with both of you. I've put in my time, I tried making relationships. I've seen the hate that you have for each other and it CONSUMES your lives still to this day. You are both hateful, unhappy people, and I want nothing to do with it.
So here's a thought. If you care about me sooooo much, why don't you just leave me alone? I've made myself into the person I am today and I'm doing a damn good job. So leave me be, let me go, let me live my life that I have created BY MYSELF. Don't try to fuck it up and make me miserable like you are.
Don't reply to this, I'm not coming back to this account ever again. So don't even bother.