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Its amazing how much i love my sister Laura. One small fight with her can ruin my entire day because i hate being mad at her. Lately i feel she is one of the few people that actually love me. Am i losing everyone? I'm really sick of feeling sad. Nothing bad is really happening but feel like my life is incomplete and i feel sort of empty. I miss old times so much, but so many things have changed and i know nothing will be the same. I really miss my daddy. Its so frustrating that i can't bring him back. I don't know what i want anymore or what to do with my life. i need something to change, but at the same time i want everything to stay the same. I'm so confused. Life is just confusing and i think I'm losing my mind. And I'm doing so shitty in school. I need a break. From what i don't know, i just need a break. I just don't know anymore.