Dec 04, 2005 11:12
So i got two of my final papers done and after so long it finally feels good to be me again. Shit FUCK!
I'm sleeping over Lauren's tonight to get to school tomorrow and will be crashing up at school from Mon to Tues. That means pool 'til 4am and then sleeping in the commuters lounge around 6. Maybe it'll be like old times since i've been promised that by everyone that they will stay up with me. Whoo..
Oh, and to answer myself, (since none of you did, thanks, you're a fucking jem), i broke up with Scottie and started to date Nick again because i'm a whore. I STILL feel fucking awful about Scottie but apparentally him and Nick are getting along again. I can't believe i had the power to do that, y'know? ME.
Speaking of low self-esteem, (what a wonderful road map i have layed out for you guys to read), my therapist told me i dress like my father is on welfare because i always wear my ripped jeans (the ones i am in love with and have been wearing nonstop since school started) and that if i want to get back into the dorms then i need to change my style. No use in telling her it's an art school and people dress like this but MOST IMPORTANTLY, I, RACHEL SACHS, ZOEY, RAYCHARLESSUCKS etc. dress this way because it is the combination of every past scene and personality i had been. I just keep progressing and soon enough i will walk out of this phase with something new. Man, can't a fuck up grow?
Yeah. That's about it for now. I'm going to go sew a pocket onto a random place on my new jeans. Wonder how the TheraBITCH is going to like it. SEE, THAT'S A PLAY ON WORDS. (It's a pun, folks, the lowest form of humor excluding Mimes of course)