here's a thing i dont like about myself

[pocketblackfish]

one thing makes me a little mad and then everything else just keeps making me madder and madder until eventually the thing that made me mad in the first place, im even MORE mad at for putting me in this ever increasing pissed off spiral that i will not leave until 1. first thing to send me into my descent is fixed 2. some thing else amazing happens 3. drugs 4. all three at once.

le sigh. angry angry bunny.

i guess maybe i should pack or something.
or smoke cigarettes.
either or.