i wish to be free
i feel like everyone's life is so much more interesting than mine.
i feel like im sleeping.
i feel like i've brushed against people who are out there. living life.
and frankly....i am jealous.
im barely friends with these people and their world seems so rich.
i feel they are breathing. i feel they are living.
and me?
i've been trying to make my self portrait using snell roundhand for the past three hours.
i've been trying to get glue off office supply wrappers.
i've been trying not to eat all the donuts in my room...which i havn't left at all today.
this is life?
annd yet i dont want to do anything bc school is always on my mind and always stressing me out.
i feel like if i stay here, it's safe to assume i'll do my work but if i leave it;ll never get done.
like what if once college is over it's the same- just trying to find a job or holding a job.
yes, all of us at pratt are so pretentious about having 8 classes and how we live, breathe and whatever art but seriously...shouldnt there be more to college life than school, work, homework, party?
bah...i shouldn;t have eaten allthose donuts
i feel like im sleeping.
i feel like i've brushed against people who are out there. living life.
and frankly....i am jealous.
im barely friends with these people and their world seems so rich.
i feel they are breathing. i feel they are living.
and me?
i've been trying to make my self portrait using snell roundhand for the past three hours.
i've been trying to get glue off office supply wrappers.
i've been trying not to eat all the donuts in my room...which i havn't left at all today.
this is life?
annd yet i dont want to do anything bc school is always on my mind and always stressing me out.
i feel like if i stay here, it's safe to assume i'll do my work but if i leave it;ll never get done.
like what if once college is over it's the same- just trying to find a job or holding a job.
yes, all of us at pratt are so pretentious about having 8 classes and how we live, breathe and whatever art but seriously...shouldnt there be more to college life than school, work, homework, party?
bah...i shouldn;t have eaten allthose donuts