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anything else want to go wrong??
i apparently am incapable of having only one thing go wrong with my body at a time. i have now burst a load of blood vessels in oe eye, and the other eye is threatening to do the same. my eyes are already bruised from all the vomiting and so blinking, focusing, light, moving my eye... all hurt a ridiculous amount. im sitting indoors wearing sunglasses, looking like a complete cock to try and help. coz theres actually no cure for burst blood vesells in ur eye, other than to wait days and days for the blood to drin away naturally. so until then im gonna look like a FREAK!
its my brothers birthday party today and i cant go. im missing his 4th birthday. that makes me more upset than anything. and i want to cry, but that hurts too!!!
also apparently my rent didnt get taken out. so i now owe my mum 2 months rent next month. i cant actually afford that. and to make things that little bit better, theres been a cock-up on our payroll, so i might not even get payed at all! wonderful!!!
i was gonna try to have a weekend away sometime next month. doesnt look like that'll be happeneing.
i apparently am incapable of having only one thing go wrong with my body at a time. i have now burst a load of blood vessels in oe eye, and the other eye is threatening to do the same. my eyes are already bruised from all the vomiting and so blinking, focusing, light, moving my eye... all hurt a ridiculous amount. im sitting indoors wearing sunglasses, looking like a complete cock to try and help. coz theres actually no cure for burst blood vesells in ur eye, other than to wait days and days for the blood to drin away naturally. so until then im gonna look like a FREAK!
its my brothers birthday party today and i cant go. im missing his 4th birthday. that makes me more upset than anything. and i want to cry, but that hurts too!!!
also apparently my rent didnt get taken out. so i now owe my mum 2 months rent next month. i cant actually afford that. and to make things that little bit better, theres been a cock-up on our payroll, so i might not even get payed at all! wonderful!!!
i was gonna try to have a weekend away sometime next month. doesnt look like that'll be happeneing.