"See, I refuse to believe, That my life's gonna be, Just some string of incompletes."
ok--2 months worth of things have happened to me in the past week...ok im naming a whole bunch of random things and im making special keys for my viewers to follow lmao
+ optimistic feelings
~ undecided
/ negativity
~major thing...i had a CRAZY night with Michelle tonight.
+ Jen and Mike are going out!!
+ talked to mike the other night and hes sooooo sooooo cute about jen.
+ I like Kristen, Kyle's girlfriend. She goes so well with him.
/ serious anxiety and paranoid feelings like all week...Im turning really crazy.
~somethings different with me and i have no fucking clue what.
+ John Mayer is totally totally hott! I cant even stand it lol
+ ive been really funny lately, people always love that.
+ I have a brand new watch!!!! and its like the best watch ive ever seen. you guys are the very fucking best ever ever ever.
+ my christmas this year was amazing--second in a row, its really nice, Christmas that is.
+ I passed the stardust diner and had mixed feelings..it was a happy memory..in some ways. but its a plus, because its nice to remember good things, even if you're not sure how you feel about it....woah im confused.
+ Nicole got her permit!!! The road is not safe from the hours of 5am to 9pm (I think thats right lmao, i havnt read the manual).
/ I froze my arse off in the city tonight and I spilled hot chocolate all over my coat.
+ Lena, I love you. If you need me, call me. I'm here.
+ Lauren, it was amazing to spend time with you today. I always love being in your bed...woah, that sounds dirty. But, it's not.
++++ I have the very best friends in the world... and they love me. They love me because I'm Me.
Theres a crap load of "+" which is a very good sign lmao
"By the time I recognize this moment, This moment will be gone, But I will bend the light pretending, That it somehow lingered on."
"When autumn comes, It doesn't ask, It just walks in where it left you last, You never know when it starts, Until there's fog inside the glass, around your summer heart." -John Mayer
~ yep..the more I'm thinking about it, the more I'm realizing that I wasn't ready for it to be over.