hey there charles bud-owski, ah, my charming high-brow spoonerisms are... uh... charming, are they not? hope you're going well. I'm at work at the mo-mo, it's boring. But at least it's giving me a semi-temporary respite from the go-go stress of life in general. I feel like the lives of those I love has been turned into a shit-sandwich, and I feel obliged to share it. It's awful, and painful to swallow, the only comfort is that I know that digestion won't turn it into anything worse than it already is. There's no news on Anne currently, there's still no improvement, and the attitude expressed by Phil seems to be one of general pessimism towards any sort of recovery. She's in good spirits though, it's just a cunt of a situation. Really, just a complete arsehole that has tightly clenched around us, trying to pinch us off. I'm having trouble dealing with the day-to-day, what with the sads, and the anger and frustration of those around me. I just wish that single moment could be undone - it still doesn't feel real. The people you love don't just suddenly have accidents like that, they can't just one minute lose 3/4s of their body. Just.... fuuuck. It's just too big to be real. I will be in Melb for Dan Kelly though, Jessie won't be, however, she can't leave Perth for a while, hell - even I feel guilty about it. Much love to you, the fam, and the peeps, I hope life is going well, I feel guilty about not asking more about everyone else's lives, but right now I'm just so fixated on this horrible situation I'm in. Stay in contact, and keep thinking good thoughts, I hope it isn't tacky to be posting this letter to you on livejournal, I just wasn't sure what was the best way to reach you, Love Liam
ah, my charming high-brow spoonerisms are... uh... charming, are they not?
hope you're going well. I'm at work at the mo-mo, it's boring. But at least it's giving me a semi-temporary respite from the go-go stress of life in general.
I feel like the lives of those I love has been turned into a shit-sandwich, and I feel obliged to share it. It's awful, and painful to swallow, the only comfort is that I know that digestion won't turn it into anything worse than it already is.
There's no news on Anne currently, there's still no improvement, and the attitude expressed by Phil seems to be one of general pessimism towards any sort of recovery. She's in good spirits though, it's just a cunt of a situation. Really, just a complete arsehole that has tightly clenched around us, trying to pinch us off. I'm having trouble dealing with the day-to-day, what with the sads, and the anger and frustration of those around me.
I just wish that single moment could be undone - it still doesn't feel real. The people you love don't just suddenly have accidents like that, they can't just one minute lose 3/4s of their body.
Just.... fuuuck. It's just too big to be real.
I will be in Melb for Dan Kelly though, Jessie won't be, however, she can't leave Perth for a while, hell - even I feel guilty about it.
Much love to you, the fam, and the peeps, I hope life is going well, I feel guilty about not asking more about everyone else's lives, but right now I'm just so fixated on this horrible situation I'm in.
Stay in contact, and keep thinking good thoughts,
I hope it isn't tacky to be posting this letter to you on livejournal, I just wasn't sure what was the best way to reach you,
Love Liam
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