there is nothing in the world better than....
the dying popularity of something. now that livejournal is dead its pretty cool. iget to actually write down how i feel without a whole crowd.well to begin . i think the time to get my thoughts together even more. i feel like things are going to be good for a while. ive been through enough trials the last couple of years . now i finally know what it feels like to just not let those things down. the thing about hitting rock bottom is that its happened and now you cant really be suprised about it anymore. all my secrets have been out. and i dont pity myself for them anymore. im not going to let pity be the case of things holding me back. the world is full of talent but its short of people not feeling sorry for themselves. i see friends of mine who complain but really do have every opportunity in front of them just dont want to work hard. it is still the same loss of thing years and years later. whethere or not some peoples opinions really matter who really knows and i really dont want to care. my brain is getting dumber by the minute as i let it fill itself with the opinions of others. the demons are finally battled. im almost done being afraid of things. i havent felt a real emotion in so long i forgot what it was like to feel things.I try and i try to put things together so i can feel something new . the only way to do that is to get out there and try it. i think the some things are best left to their own failure. success is not easy but it is attainable.some people will fail in things but find themselves fullfilled by others. no one can be good at everything but its okay to try.not trying will only fill demons in there .sometimes the best answers for things is to let the worst thing that can happen to you be true.and i think thats all i will say about this.