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[pocahontas_sex]

i dont want to

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[wantingtosay]

then don't.

[pocahontas_sex]

...

i wasnt reminding myself. the goal was for other people to think about it. lol.

[wantingtosay]

okay it sounded like in the beginning that you were convincing yourself though

[pocahontas_sex]

ive had 20 years to convince myself of this.

the ironic thing is- i am basically saying i firmly believe in not having firm beliefs.

[wantingtosay]

thats why you are messed up.

[nearlyharmless]

but he's a right kind of messed up
don't you understand?

not being "messed up" is pretty close to being one-sided

[wantingtosay]

yes I understand...we all are messed up...but sometimes I think he takes it to far...that is why I think he has lost his mind.

[nearlyharmless]

at least he has a mind. and he uses it. and isnt CONTROLLED by outside inlfuences.

but fuck you, I'm not messed up. lol

[pocahontas_sex]

i thank you much for saying this.

[wantingtosay]

I am not controlled...I am not stupid...stop saying that...both of you...just because I have a different way of thinking about things doesn't mean my way is worse than your guy's.

[pocahontas_sex]

we understand that.

but believe it or not, we are making you think by doing this. its tough love, lol.

[wantingtosay]

oh thank you guys so much for making me think...wow I am a changed person now...I can't believe I never used my brain before...I'm fucking amazed really...I love you guys
you have opened up my eyes and have changed my way of thinking completely.
I now see my way was completely wrong.

fuck off.

[pocahontas_sex]

its good you finally see the light. :D

[wantingtosay]

I am being blinded by the light actually.

[pocahontas_sex]

thats why i wear big pink sunglasses.

[wantingtosay]

no thats because you are a gay badass...duh.