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i have become comfortably numb.
i think i should be scared.
i don't even write anymore. i i i. god that sounds disgusting. but see? that's why i'm so terrified. i lost a passion, an edge. searching for it in stimulants, my body is under vicious attack because i just can't get my DAMN SHIT TOGETHER.
not sad
not grieving
not angry
not depressed
not happy
not going anywhere
not
not
not anything.
i will come up with something soon.
i think i should be scared.
i don't even write anymore. i i i. god that sounds disgusting. but see? that's why i'm so terrified. i lost a passion, an edge. searching for it in stimulants, my body is under vicious attack because i just can't get my DAMN SHIT TOGETHER.
not sad
not grieving
not angry
not depressed
not happy
not going anywhere
not
not
not anything.
i will come up with something soon.