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I regret not moving out when you were ready to do so with me...
In my mind it was only you, if there was someone that I can share my life with, it was you... romantically or not...
It always been you. Even if there were no romantic shit between us, you got me... you understand me.
And maybe I have been reading to much silly romantic friends become lovers shit.
I did wonder how would it be to be your lover, years after the original rejection episode ... before we fought about the moving thing an you went a buy the super expensive computer...
I am disgusting, I was unaable to tell you scared of loosing you... and I end up loosing you any way...
I miss you
In my mind it was only you, if there was someone that I can share my life with, it was you... romantically or not...
It always been you. Even if there were no romantic shit between us, you got me... you understand me.
And maybe I have been reading to much silly romantic friends become lovers shit.
I did wonder how would it be to be your lover, years after the original rejection episode ... before we fought about the moving thing an you went a buy the super expensive computer...
I am disgusting, I was unaable to tell you scared of loosing you... and I end up loosing you any way...
I miss you