Since You've Been Gone, It's Not The Same
Heyy.
I feel really weird today. I feel like I'm torturing myself, I keep getting aggravated with everything around me. I was a bitch to Meghan at school today, I didn't mean to be, I was just out of sorts. I talked to Catie in my spanish class about things, it made me feel a little better, but I still feel like I'm torturing myself. Ugh. I hate this, I can never shake this. This feeling won't go away, and I can't stand it, I just want everything to go away and to be alone, so I don't have to deal with retarded people anymore! UGHHH. I'm so aggravated, but I just don't really know why, but I am.
So tonight, I might go to the dance for a little bit, and then I'm going out with Riss and crew. I think we're going to applebee's still. So I'm pretty excited, I haven't eaten there since I was with Tom.
Oo speaking of Tom, I talked to him last night, we're civil towards each other, it's amazing. Seeing that we got into a humongous fight, but he hasn't mentioned anything about that fight, so I guess it's ok.I told him how I got the Used CD, and that I might be going to some concerts soon, and he told me he's going to see the Used in November. He said I could come, so I'm pretty excited. But I dunno if I should go because I don't think it would be a good idea.
On Monday, I have meet the Department, I have to dance in it, I dunno who else will be there, but it's for a grade, so I have to go. :( Atleast I don't have to smile while I'm dancing I guess. Well, I'm off, I think I'm going out somewhere because I need to get out and away from everyone.
Later Love*
~*~Ky~*~
I feel really weird today. I feel like I'm torturing myself, I keep getting aggravated with everything around me. I was a bitch to Meghan at school today, I didn't mean to be, I was just out of sorts. I talked to Catie in my spanish class about things, it made me feel a little better, but I still feel like I'm torturing myself. Ugh. I hate this, I can never shake this. This feeling won't go away, and I can't stand it, I just want everything to go away and to be alone, so I don't have to deal with retarded people anymore! UGHHH. I'm so aggravated, but I just don't really know why, but I am.
So tonight, I might go to the dance for a little bit, and then I'm going out with Riss and crew. I think we're going to applebee's still. So I'm pretty excited, I haven't eaten there since I was with Tom.
Oo speaking of Tom, I talked to him last night, we're civil towards each other, it's amazing. Seeing that we got into a humongous fight, but he hasn't mentioned anything about that fight, so I guess it's ok.I told him how I got the Used CD, and that I might be going to some concerts soon, and he told me he's going to see the Used in November. He said I could come, so I'm pretty excited. But I dunno if I should go because I don't think it would be a good idea.
On Monday, I have meet the Department, I have to dance in it, I dunno who else will be there, but it's for a grade, so I have to go. :( Atleast I don't have to smile while I'm dancing I guess. Well, I'm off, I think I'm going out somewhere because I need to get out and away from everyone.
Later Love*
~*~Ky~*~