Let's Not Forget Ourselves Good Friend.
Hey.
Prozac Nation= the story of my life. Amazing book. I suggest you to read it. I feel that I'm in the same place as her, the exact same place. I haven't finished the book yet. But it's amazing so far. Now I have to hunt around for that movie. Heh.
I also got a Rilo Kiley cd. I'm in love. Also because it says Kiley. And well. I am Kylii. And I just love them. So proud of myself.
Watched Meghan have a nervous breakdown yesterday. I didn't laugh suprisingly. But I wasn't like.."ohh meghan!! it'll be alright!" Because you know what? It's NOT going to be alright. Life isn't candy and fun. And I'm glad that she had that experience in a way. Because, to me(and this might sound fucked up), I like seeing people in pain, because I feel it so much. It's a relief to watch somebody in pain knowing that I'm not the only one. I'm there for her, don't get me wrong, but I can't really do much. I'm not a psychologist.
I remember a few years ago. I said I wanted to be a psychologist because I wanted to help people with problems. Then after awhile, I thought, I don't want to make people better, I want me to be better. I'd just be feeding off of their depression, or problems. It wouldn't make me better, sure, it'd make me feel better about myself. But it wouldn't help. It would make me worse.
eh. enough of that. I'm just gonna go on listening to my rilo kiley because that's all i can do right now.
P.S. Battle of the bands tonight.
Wretch Uncontrollably Love*
~*~Ky~*~
Prozac Nation= the story of my life. Amazing book. I suggest you to read it. I feel that I'm in the same place as her, the exact same place. I haven't finished the book yet. But it's amazing so far. Now I have to hunt around for that movie. Heh.
I also got a Rilo Kiley cd. I'm in love. Also because it says Kiley. And well. I am Kylii. And I just love them. So proud of myself.
Watched Meghan have a nervous breakdown yesterday. I didn't laugh suprisingly. But I wasn't like.."ohh meghan!! it'll be alright!" Because you know what? It's NOT going to be alright. Life isn't candy and fun. And I'm glad that she had that experience in a way. Because, to me(and this might sound fucked up), I like seeing people in pain, because I feel it so much. It's a relief to watch somebody in pain knowing that I'm not the only one. I'm there for her, don't get me wrong, but I can't really do much. I'm not a psychologist.
I remember a few years ago. I said I wanted to be a psychologist because I wanted to help people with problems. Then after awhile, I thought, I don't want to make people better, I want me to be better. I'd just be feeding off of their depression, or problems. It wouldn't make me better, sure, it'd make me feel better about myself. But it wouldn't help. It would make me worse.
eh. enough of that. I'm just gonna go on listening to my rilo kiley because that's all i can do right now.
P.S. Battle of the bands tonight.
Wretch Uncontrollably Love*
~*~Ky~*~