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Looking at my email exhanges from the end of highschool, that I had with Swatch and Pre- whoever whatever. I have changed so much as a person, and not entirely for the better, I feel less eloquent and less connected with people around me. I may be able to interact less awkwardly, may be less shy but that's because I've become disconnected and somewhat emotionless regarding my surroundings. Instead I get absorbed in the minor details around me, rather than examining and enjoying the big picture. I'm even having a hard time concentrating right now.
It's just very strange, I can read through my words the excitement and care I had for these people and writing to them, now I'm just absent and anxious.
It's just very strange, I can read through my words the excitement and care I had for these people and writing to them, now I'm just absent and anxious.