What You've Done Here is Put Yourself Between a Bullet and a Target
Ok people. I'm going to make a conserted effort to curb my wild and angry rantage. I'm far too angry these days, a bit more than I used to be. For those of you who know me, or spend any extended amount of time with me (no one, really, who is reading this), you know that I can get pretty heated over certain topics. I'm too stressed these days to put that much emotion into being pissed at stupid shit. Like Bush. He's a dumb shit. I don't usually concern myself with people that are "dumb shits". Unfortunatly these people are everywhere. Including the halls of power and creativity. So I can't help but to get pissed. But I'm slowly adopting the sense that these people are going to continue on, doing what they do, and there's not really any way to stop it. I mean cultural revolution is a possibility...but I tend to think that the world, America in particular, is too plastic and superficial to really embrace anything so bold as real change. At least positive change. Pair this with the shit that goes on on a more local level, say...my job for example, and things can seem pretty hopeless at times. So what I'm going to do is stop ranting. Stop ranting at the people around me. They can see what I'm talking about, they don't need me to say it. The people who do need someone to say it aren't listening anyway. So no bitching, no complaining, no emotional outbursts about the state of things. I'm just going to watch in silent horror as the events that shape our future take their course. It's over, it's done. I'm not saying another word. Unless you ask. :)
In other news. I can't seem to pass the fucking driving test. I have one more try then I have to start all over again. I was truly screwed over on this last one I did this morning. Better make my third one exceptional, eh? I'm debating going to the school in Pheonix. This is kind of a silent question in my mind that has started to grow. Needless to say Christina wouldn't be thrilled to know I'm contemplating going to school in Arizona. But in the same instance it's a step toward a goal that I've come to regard as my only option as a career. In which case she should support me. But it's something that is still hanging out in the back of my mind...I'm not quite to that point yet. Not just yet. I have to pass the driving test first. We'll just have to take things in stride.
In other news. I can't seem to pass the fucking driving test. I have one more try then I have to start all over again. I was truly screwed over on this last one I did this morning. Better make my third one exceptional, eh? I'm debating going to the school in Pheonix. This is kind of a silent question in my mind that has started to grow. Needless to say Christina wouldn't be thrilled to know I'm contemplating going to school in Arizona. But in the same instance it's a step toward a goal that I've come to regard as my only option as a career. In which case she should support me. But it's something that is still hanging out in the back of my mind...I'm not quite to that point yet. Not just yet. I have to pass the driving test first. We'll just have to take things in stride.